Feeling so rejected right now. I certainly am dejected and lost. What is clear is that I do not know what the Lord’s plans are for me in this life. All I know is that I have to go through so much rejection, failure and disappointment along its way. It’s been really hard. It would be hard for anyone. I need things to move along. Feel it is long overdue. Only subtle breakthoughs. Just does not seem to happen for me.